Geez, for this post, it's not bout the secret about Hwei and Aunty Shirley(though I never really met her considering the fact I wasn't born that time I think) but something serious...nola not that serious.
My fren approached me when I was doind my stuff in class today and asked me to donate money. I, being a good person, thought it wasn't that bad to donate mah, but when I saw the club, I had to think twice.
Apparently the club is Buddhist club and they doing 1 concert or something, never really read it but I was 100% it was the Buddhist doing wan. I was like "OH NOES what to do??" Should I give the money or not? How I wish I forgot to bring my wallet to school!(Yes I do have a wallet)
I was thinking in my mind la, if I give then next time my CF need help, then my friend can help and if I don't help, my friend would be saying like I'm a bad testimony and stuff. After thinking for like a few minutes, I decided to give RM0.50 reluctantly loh, didn't wanna give too much because Buddhist thingy.
Then leh, when went back hor, felt really weird. Kept asking God whether what I did was right and also ask Hwei but she ask to ask dad and ask him loh. He say no need la and my mom also felt shouldn't give. Haiz....but anyway, after thinking for a long time, I had 2 mistakes loh.
1. If my CF needs any help, shouldn't I trust God that He will provide for the CF and I need not rely on that friend alone?
2. If I didn't help, it would actually mean I'm making my own stand as a Christian mah I think. I felt like I was actually acknowledging Buddha which I really feel I shouldn't.
Oh well, at least I learn something from this experience. I really need to have more faith in God. I wouldn't go too deep in to my spiritual condition or my changes(I think went too deep d) but I'll leave it for the group next week gua.
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