She didn't call me today!!

Yep...today Pn. Teh, better known in church as Aunty Grace, came to class and she wanted to call students up to answer questions. Over the past few lessons, she never failed to call me up to answer questions but this time, I could feel it, the burning desire, the strong feeling that she would not call me. Actually not that much, I exaggerate wan, but anyway, she say wanna ask questions and I was already like getting ready to stand up and stuff, but....the unimaginable, unthinkable, indescribable happened. She didn't call me.

I almost fell off from the chair when she didn't call my name. I also made sure with my friend whether it was my name or not. AG finally knows that I got do my homework oledi that's why never call me up. I know that from now on, she'll never call me up to answer questions because she knows how hardworking I am... ahem ahem. Let's juz hope she doesn't call me tomolo or this post would be totally meaningless.

I'm OKU

Crap... it just doesn't feel nice at all. Had headache for a few days, then found out I had bengkak on my right eye. At 1st parents thought I not enough sleep, so didn't go school one day, but after that still pain. So me and mom went to Pantai for check up. The doctor diagnosed me and said the reason I had bengkak was because of the flu I had also. It seems, that when I was borned, the bone in my nose was crooked making nose blockage more on my right nostril and resulting in the bengkak on my right eye. So in part, I'm actually OKU(Orang Kurang Upaya). It seems I inherited it from dad and the doctor said I needed to go for operation if I wanted to make the bone straight again.Yeah..so it's that serious, and to make matters worse, it uses the tube thingy and it will make me totally uncomfortable during the operation. So you can say my world is in a mess now....please pray for me.

Nola... Shaun where can sad because of 1 little bone in a nose wan? Actually, it's not that serious la, I juz made it looked serious. The operation leh, is when I after 17 only do because now still underage. I'm still gonna live with my running nose thingy but hey, 14 years experience made me an expert nose catcher leh! So it's no big deal anyway, just some headache now and then.

P.S: Before I went to see the doctor, I thought I had ketumbuhan in my brain. I was thinking of saying goodbye to church members and stuff, then got cry here cry there. Anyway, the thought is out now, now the thought is the happy faces of everybody who knows that I'm OKAY!

Ice Cream Nite

Wahaha...now only post about it. Anyway, the RBS people came to help us out with it and like everybody who types out the word RBS, RBS means Residential Bible School. The attendance that night was quite high and my 2 kawan, Lisa and Ah Man(She's THE Man!) also came. We started out with RBS fellas(don't have to repeat what it means again gua) introducing themselves. Then, we proceeded on to games and then sing songs. They soon acted out a sketch and it was quite funny la.

Ah Man was already asking where the ice creams were during the sketch and after the sketch, talk talk a bit about finding your purpose and then makan! Everybody was already like"WAH SHAUN!!! PLAYER!!" or "Hehe Shaun, where you get wan ar" or something else la. The milder wan of course would be the girls and then I was like blushing blushing...not.

Anyway, we then makan and quite a number of youths came to talk to my 2 friends la, not bad not bad and it seems la they say had quite a lot of fun meeting the youths, Ken's stomach, and eating ice cream also.Yen Mei also quite happy because Ah Man say she look like 18 years old and Ju was entertaining Man, syabas. Eugin, one of the RBS dudes(no need repeat gua) then pulled Lisa aside and shared gospel with her and the people were like " SHAUN SHAUN LISA GONE OLEDI"

So in the end, everybody went back happy, I think, except Ah Man because she said only get to eat 3 scoops of ice cream so I invited her to come again next year. Good news was Lisa accepted Christ loh, and pray la for her parents also, they don't seem to agree on letting her go youth. So like that loh, it was quite okay la for me, got people accept Christ sudah cukup syabas.

Did I do the right thing?

Geez, for this post, it's not bout the secret about Hwei and Aunty Shirley(though I never really met her considering the fact I wasn't born that time I think) but something serious...nola not that serious.

My fren approached me when I was doind my stuff in class today and asked me to donate money. I, being a good person, thought it wasn't that bad to donate mah, but when I saw the club, I had to think twice.

Apparently the club is Buddhist club and they doing 1 concert or something, never really read it but I was 100% it was the Buddhist doing wan. I was like "OH NOES what to do??" Should I give the money or not? How I wish I forgot to bring my wallet to school!(Yes I do have a wallet)

I was thinking in my mind la, if I give then next time my CF need help, then my friend can help and if I don't help, my friend would be saying like I'm a bad testimony and stuff. After thinking for like a few minutes, I decided to give RM0.50 reluctantly loh, didn't wanna give too much because Buddhist thingy.

Then leh, when went back hor, felt really weird. Kept asking God whether what I did was right and also ask Hwei but she ask to ask dad and ask him loh. He say no need la and my mom also felt shouldn't give. Haiz....but anyway, after thinking for a long time, I had 2 mistakes loh.

1. If my CF needs any help, shouldn't I trust God that He will provide for the CF and I need not rely on that friend alone?

2. If I didn't help, it would actually mean I'm making my own stand as a Christian mah I think. I felt like I was actually acknowledging Buddha which I really feel I shouldn't.

Oh well, at least I learn something from this experience. I really need to have more faith in God. I wouldn't go too deep in to my spiritual condition or my changes(I think went too deep d) but I'll leave it for the group next week gua.